Today is BEAUTIFUL!!!

BEAUTIFUL

I want to be your kind of beautiful,
and make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart and be amazed!
I want to hear you say who I am is quite enough.
I want to be worthy of your Agape Love once again!
In the depths of who I am, I want my beauty to be felt, to affect others.
I want to feel what it means to be your kind of beautiful.
To live the life I was ment to live!
I am embarking on this captivating adventure, a journey of my heart.
Discovering the beautiful woman I already am, through you.
According to your loving kindness!
It takes me so little to be happy,
just a touch from a friendly hand,
Just a word from someone who understands.
I promise to lose the doubt and fear I have, for so long, clung to.
To be your kind of beautiful.



This poem I wrote it is what is truley in my heart, basically by making me so vonerable and uncertain I am alowing him and his gracious mercy to transform me from the woman I have been to the woman he ment for me to be.

I feel not enough,but yet too much at the same time, if that even makes sence??? I want to be confidant but, also vonerable without portraying myself as scandolus, or an attention seeking person. I want to be stronger without being harsh or drowning in my own sorrow. I think not just me but we all have the fear of being abandoned and alone. I feel sometimes we are unsought or unseen, but is this selfishness?



Some days seem so unimportant, without adventure. My days feel filled with duties and demands. I want to try harder to be a better beautiful woman, wife and mother. I will take baby steps and I will be patient with myself. While I wait for him I will not fail, I refuse to let myself fall again. I will read his word, I will serve him and I will obey.