Day- 5 Your Favorite Quotes..

Day-4 Your Favorite Book

My favorite book

Is Captivating by John and Stasi Eldredge
Unveiling The Mystery to a Woman's Soul.



The Message in this book is so reaveling the innermost depths of a Captivating Womans Heart! To heal your heart and set you free, while finding your deepest beauty! Its definatly a Must read. The authors also wrote a book directed manly tuward men : Wild at heart

Day-3 of (30 DAYS OF ME!)

Day 3... Your favorite Television show...


by the way.. I so want this ring!

Well DUH Army Wives. I mean I am obsessed with this show. It obviously hits close to home and I absolutly think Roxy Kicks major Army Wives Butt... She reminds me so m uch of me, espically when she tried to talk her way out of that speeding ticket... lmbo HILARIOUS!!!

Day-2 OF (30 DAYS OF ME!)

Day 2: Your Favorite Movie...






Man, I Love movies too! Lol. I will have to say that Top gun is my all time Favorite.


Although, The Notebook is right there Nichlos Sparks ROCKS!




The Last song was an emotional roller coaster I didn't want to get off of! Even my daughter (6) was a wreck, I had to keep reminding her that it was a movie. But, that family's go through that all the time. I guess that would make me a die hard romantic... OR A sapp??? IDK but those are my top 3 I cant narrow it down any further.

Day- 1 ( 30 Days of ME) My Favorite Song...

Your Favorite song...



Well thats a hard question seeing as Music is my outlet! I love music, I can be anywhere going through anything and somehow music speaks to my soul! I get goosebumps and weird as it may sound sometimes, no matter how many times I hear it, I can go back to the moment I first heard it.

The Wind Beneath My Wings



This would have to be "THE" song, from as far back as I can remember.

Tonight I am trying to find me Again...

SUPRISE, Im blowing up your Blogger feed, but I ran across this blog :http://bootsandstilettos.blogspot.com/
captivating blog and you should check her out, you will adore it! Anyways she is doing this "30 Days Of Me", and seeing as I am opening new chapters in my life,I want to see more than the horizon and beyond who I might think I have become. Get down to the "Nitty Gritty", so to speak.




30 Days of ME!

Day 1: Your favorite song
Day 2: Your favorite movie
Day 3: Your favorite television program
Day 4: Your favorite book
Day 5: Your favorite quote
Day 6: Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 7: A photo that makes you happy
Day 8: A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 9: A photo you took
Day 10: A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11: A photo of you taken recently
Day 12: Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13: A fictional book
Day 14: A non-fictional book
Day 15: A fanfic
Day 16: A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17: An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18: Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19: A talent of yours
Day 20: A hobby of yours
Day 21: A recipe
Day 22: A website
Day 23: A YouTube video
Day 24: Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25: Your day, in great detail
Day 26: Your week, in great detail
Day 27: This month, in great detail
Day 28: This year, in great detail
Day 29: Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30: Whatever tickles your fancy

So here we go....

The 1st week of "The power of a Praying Wife" BY Stormie O'Martian

Well its ALMOST payday!!! Geez these weeks seem to drag when its time to get paid! Oh well I got a little accomplished today. As much as I can do when we are out of completely everything, dish detergent, laundry det. etc. Just one of those days.

I am just now getting the hang of this whole blogger thing, and I am loving following and reading all the blogs. This is such a constructive way to relate with other mil-spouses! Something amazes me, when I can read other blogs and feel like I have been or can be in their same exact predicament! I love that we can be so connected yet so far apart at the same time!



Well 31 days until our big PCS yes, I said the dreaded letters. Ft. Campbell ready or not here we come. like I said before I am so overwhelmed because in a month we will move to a new place, we still have yet to find a place to live. I applied for base housing but in order to do it from another state we have to fax or scan DD forms, LES'S, and birth certificate's etc. I am sure you more seasoned Mil-Spouses know all about this process. There is something so uneasy about the unknown. I will overcome and accomplish what is necessary. Gee cant help but to think this would be so much easier if I had my husband to help me. I know that this AIT is almost over and we will be together for a while, before he Deploys... UGHHHH I hate that we have already been apart for a year (not completely apart) but we get a few months together before he is actually gone for a year! I love to hate or hate to love ARMY life! I know that by the sacrifices we make now will pay for the future we so badly want for our children, but at the same time its a double standard with me because now my daughter (6 years old) is telling me she wants to be a strong Army girl. I know right Bless her heart but correct me if I'm wrong... aren't we doing this so she wont have to? I mean don't get me wrong we LOVE our country, but I don't want to sacrifice my children too!!! Anyways, I am trying to deal with this all to the best of my ability... which is not adding up in my book... but I GOT THIS.


So, I started this bible study, I have done it once before... but our trials at that time were night and day to our current situation. Today I learned that as his wife I must Humbly, willingly, DIE to self. Though this may be painful it is completely necessary in order for my life to progress instead of regress.

Matthew 10:39 says;
"He who looses his-self for my sake will find his life."

This is my prayer...
Lord,
give me a new clean heart and right spirit before you. Give me a new joyful, loving attitude and Lord when I start to doubt this remind me to SHUT UP , AND PRAY!

I have found that I often sabotage my own prayers but not praying from a "right" heart. If my heart harbors resentment and bitterness, than that is what will come from my mouth.My heart needs to be clean so my prayers for my husband aren't compromised. I need to pray in regards to how God See's it not how I think it should be!
Psalm 66:18

"My sin separates me from him."

I am about to embark on many new journeys, I am proud of the life we are building for our children and ourselves. Although there are many unknowns, they merly exist because I am sure of the one thing that makes sense : He will never leave you or forsake you!

Today the countdown is on... 32 days

So Finally after a long treacherous five month wait, my hero, my husband is Phase 5 plus! HOOAH big time! This means more time as a family and less time for him in the barracks! We spent the most amazing weekend we have had since we moved here.

We spent quality time at the park hiking paths through the woods learning about the history and battles fought in the Newport News park. How, in this very park, there were soldiers defending the land they cherished as home! We had an absolute blast discovering, it was like a great adventure with Daddy. "Newport News park is one of the largest municipal parks in the country, this magnificent 8,000 acre-oasis is home to an incredible variety of native wildlife – deer, foxes, otter, raccoon and beaver, to name a few – all found in a natural setting of lush woodlands, flowering meadows and shimmering lakes!"




Sunday, we had our traditional day at York Town Beach.This has been a ritual from the first weekend we moved here. Religiously, every Sunday we pack up and spend the day there. I just adore this Lil battlefield beach placed in the middle of a historic town. Its so peaceful. The kids have sand time and mommy gets to get here tan on. lol Next weekend is fourth of July, and our 4-day, and we have yet to make plans... hmm what to do locally? Any ideas?

The countdown has begun, 32 days until Ft Campbell!! Yay, I am so excited about our life there, yet so overwhelmed. We found out that he is getting deployed in 5 months of us moving there. Praise God for the time we do have together and I will never take another second of us as a family for granted! I cant help but to worrier about all the things to come with this PCS! We have already made arrangements with transportation, and finance... but there are so many more kinks to work out. eg: housing paperwork to be faxed, packing, oh my! Now that my head is spinning and I know that I have to do most of this by myself there is much work to be done. No time to waste. Happy Monday all!